Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy New Year....31 day challenge

Happy New YEar.....I am going to start this year by starting a 31 day challenge.

I need a change... I need to stick with it.

Day one will be my room....

Organizing my room.... Yarn, the rug and my dresser

I want my house to be somewhere nice and organized. I will update tomorrow with what I did.


Thursday, December 29, 2011

Wow Long time no post

So the last time I posted was a long time ago...and my kids were going out to Ny for the summer.

They went and they had the best time ever. I missed them but I had a great summer with Michael, my husband not son just to clear up.

We were adults again and got to spent time together...found us, each as of us grew as adults, and then together as a couple.

My kids got to have one of the best summers ever with their grandparents and grew closer together and with my family. They got to go to North Carolina and see their cousins.

I also got a new job... and I love my new job. It is so much better and I am so much better. I wish I could be home still but that still isnt in the cards.

Christmas has just passed and the new year is upon us. I am ready to make some changes and looking forward to the up coming year.

What is your 2012 going to bring?


Sunday, June 12, 2011

D day

So today was D day at my house. My kids left for summer vacation and I am miserable. My husband is driving them out there. So that leaves me myself ...well with the wonder dogs and I am just sad.

I miss the sounds of bickering, the laughing, the chatter. I miss the sounds of people who love me and whom I love more than anything.

I hate being alone. With the quiet thinking ...thinking of things I cant answer. Like how did I get here...why cant I be with them? Why do I have to work at job I hate when I should clearly be with my kids.

Sigh. I am hoping the voices shut off and I find a way to tame them. To find my peace and work on myself I dont have to work on anyone else for a while.

Off to read the paper and look at the sale flyers.


Thursday, June 9, 2011


So I love blogs ... I love the concept of them and I love to read them. But I have trouble doing it. I think that not knitting as much and working so much has really affected me and my ability to do things.

So I am going to really try and have two ideas in mind. My kiddos are taking off to their grandparents house for the Summer. I have already gone through the guilt of they are leaving me syndrome. What I would love to do it take control back over my life and myself. Find myself if you will.

So the major areas will be my house and myself.

I am going to post weekly but I would love to to daily posts. I am going to weigh in, and then blog about my diet, my routine and my progress. I need to find myself again and part of that is shedding my weight.

I need to learn who I am and stop hiding. I am okay with me but I know I can be better.

Who is with me?


Sunday, January 2, 2011

Long day

do you ever feel like you are on a hamster wheel?

Not sure why but today was that day. Sometimes I think that this is the worst thing ever. I am trying to knit again but the hand still istn ready. I think I need to accept this. But what I can not accept is that everyday should be like this. I think I am going to get off the hamster wheel


Saturday, January 1, 2011


Want to make a change. I want to change my life and my house.

I need a plan. But i need to make it happen.

I am looking for ideas and will take any